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Fall 2018

  

The year of chaotic awakenings really hit hard. It actually started back in November of 2017. Jesse made a move to Maine, after visiting in the Fall and experiencing the incredible foliage. She was excited, although sitting a bit uneasy. In her personal codes, she had hit a pattern of death and strange accidents and fatalities.

Only a month after arriving, she started a part of the journey that was unfathomable to her. Things seemed like they were going well; but there wasn’t a day that went by that she didn’t long for Orlie. Even seeing a movie, reiterated the words from before “remember me”. Although very happy here, and enjoying the small communities in the area; there was no doubt that she had concerns for the oncoming Winter.


She was not so worried about the cold temps of the Northeast after enduring -30 and -40-degree temps during her first winter in Sioux Falls. Plus, she was better equipped than at that time. It was the ice, and the stories of Nor-Easter storms that she had heard about, that concerned her. More so it was the uneasiness of the codes. She was always glad that Orlie didn’t have to endure those harsh weather conditions; and wondered how she would have made things work had she lived longer. However, more frequently she thought to herself how much Orlie would have liked this area; and how great it would have been to experience it together.


What really concerned her were those codes. It would send chills through her, with an uneasiness that she could not explain to others. She remembered the last time that she was not allowed to see what was going to happen, and it was because of the Winter in Sioux Falls. Again, she was not able to see what was to happen; and was deeply concerned as to what might be brewing about. Then it hit.


On December 11th, 2017 she was headed to a little spot on the edge of town where she could sit by the lake. She went there almost every night, before settling down for a little peace and quiet; and to converse with Orlie. As she was waiting to turn into the lot, she looked in her rear-view mirror and saw another vehicle coming full speed at her. With oncoming traffic there was nowhere to go.


Oncoming traffic had just passed and as she lifted her foot off the brake, and then SMASH. Jesse was sent spinning in the road. The whole back end of the vehicle was smashed in. She had been hit by a driver that did not even attempt to swerve or stop or brake. A 45-50mph impact while she was stopped. Apparently, the other driver was more interested in their cell phone than watching the road.


The level of shock was overwhelming. What few things Jesse had left, had been destroyed in an instant. She had just started to get things paid down AGAIN; and BAM, one more thing to deal with. She not only had lost her vehicle but her home, since her vehicle was her home. She knew there would be no way to repair it.

Her heart sank, but amazingly she was able to stand and walk. The officer on site had told her it was rare for someone to be standing, let alone walking, because most were hauled off and some permanently. Tears poured down her face, as she wondered what she would do from here. There was no money for a place to live just yet.


Only 2 days later, and it was starting to snow. All of her preparations didn’t matter with the backend of the vehicle smashed open. Her computer couldn’t be accessed, which was her one main life-line to the world and her work, and she had no idea if it had been damaged or not.


Throughout the winter months, Jesse struggled to find ways to keep warm. She would get a night here and a night there; but at times couldn’t get anything even after scrounging up some cash, as none of the hotels would take cash. At one point, she was even provided a lodging option for the winter. However, she ended up having to walk away from it after only a few days.


This was a piece that included a journey through integrity and trusting that the codes in Maine would take care of her. She was being disrespected and taken advantage of during a time of devastation; and this just was not acceptable. She chose the freezing temps in a damaged vehicle over those that were seeking to harm her.


There were nights in mini marts, just trying to keep warm. At one point, she even had to ask for financial help from friends to see her through; and was deeply touched by the response. She floated a week at a time, and sometimes a day at a time. Everything had been placed in storage; and the vehicle damage was over $16,000. It was a total loss.


She continued to hold on a little at a time, thinking if I can just get a new vehicle. She did this regardless of the injuries showing up, and the physical challenges that were becoming evident. There was no guarantee with everything maxed out and more expensive monthly payments that she could even get into a new vehicle. Yet, again, things somehow came through. The payments were $125/month more and it was a new loan; but at least there was a vehicle to work with.


One step at a time, things came through even though it was a bit late in many ways. Some assistance that she applied for landed her 6 weeks in a space; where she began to put her life together again; and to deal with the injuries. Due to a faux pas in health insurance, and things not getting switched from Indiana to Maine; it was 2 months after the accident, before she could even get checked for injuries.


There was neck, brain, nerve, neurological, and spinal injuries. She would later find out that the entire right side of her body was sitting out of alignment. Her memory had been strongly wiped clean in many ways. She was frustrated with the lack of care and willingness to look more at her injuries; and knew that once again she would most likely be healing herself.


While she knew of people and things in her life, she had no actual memory. Such as knowing she had family and that certainly they must have spent time together; but there were no actual memories of those experiences. The only memories that she had were the codes and Orlie; and the rest was like some other lifetime, with no connection to it.


It was a long winter trying to survive; and piece by piece she re-grouped and worked everything back into a new vehicle. The same van style that she had, but new. She worked on paying things down; and decided it was time to spend a weekend in the town that she wanted to live, and so she did. This is when the blessings continued to come through, as she felt at home here. Jesse became blessed with a space to live in at a very minimal cost; and that eventually led to another room to rent, to see her through the summer months.

Again, she had concerns with some of the codes with the room. The company was wonderful; and having a cat around was quite soothing. She frantically went to work on the 2019 version of The Code Journey; knowing the importance it would have.


As she worked to near the end of writing the book; she received communications from her sister that she was dying. It was a year ago, that her sister had received a Cancer diagnosis; but she had health challenges all of her life. Jesse’s heart sank, because once again as she was putting things together in her life; she was experiencing more manipulation, and she was being asked to give up everything. In addition, to dealing with other aspects of bullying; it was too much.


Jesse was receiving “spiritual threats” of hauntings from her sister, and she knew that she would need to find a way to leave this Earth before her sister; but was still very set on finishing the book. Before entering this life, she knew that she was taking some huge risks in coming here. There was a long spiritual history between her sister and herself; however, she thought that the issues had been laid to rest, but it was not to be.

She had originally thought she would be departing on her birthday, November 13th 2018; but as her sister became worse and worse, she realized she would have to code out other options for departure. She had sensed or knew that she was sharing a body with a walk-in for the last 2 months and through most of the writing of this book; but was not sure if that was going to work out or not. The dates kept coming sooner and sooner. She even made a point to let a few close people know of what was happening.


The dates had bumped all the way up to September 22nd 2018, which was the Fall Equinox. The book was not done; and then on September 19th 2018 she received a message in the afternoon letting her know that this was it, her sister was at the end. Ironically, that afternoon had been cleared; and she was meeting with a friend, an hour after the message came in, from Germany through an online meeting. This would be the person that would send her off; and help her return home with Orlie.


Jesse knew that Orlie had also been sharing space with the cat in the house; and had promised to be there for her when the time came for her to go. As the meeting started, Jesse separated out of her body. There were orbs of light all around the room protecting this journey and transition. With everything in motion, Jesse and Orlie flew out into the universe. They were a mere light speeding through space, returning to their home in the multiverse.


This all came but an hour after Jesse felt that I could handle continuing this work with the codes, through the body that she had for so long. In the early morning hours of September 21st 2018, Jesse’s sister passed out of this world in an assisted living facility. Jesse had made it out just in time; thanks to the codes and to Orlie’s unending love, and their desire to be together again.


So, who am I? I am a walk-in for Jesse. I am An. I come in difficult situations such as these; when a soul must unexpectedly or suddenly depart this world, and the physical body has not let go yet. I come from the same area of the multi-verse as Jesse. We are a compassionate and wisdom-based existence; that supports helping people on Earth and in other dimensions, to know how to maneuver their existence here, and to journey to remember who they really are.


Jesse had an unshakable trust in the codes, even in dire circumstances. The blessings and timely gifts that arose during her time in Maine proved over and over the value of working with them; and how important it is to honor what the codes are showing. Every day she read her own book; and looked at the flow to help her stand strong in integrity and compassion. It was the codes, that allowed her to embrace the blessings, and maneuver the challenges before her.


Thanks to the help of close friends and connections, she was able to navigate crisis after crisis. Many who stood by her through these times remember her saying frequently “the codes will take care of me” and “I trust the codes; all will be well”; and time and time again she would make it through. Her journey became an inspiration to many; and continues to be with this work. She has inspired to live, to love, and to laugh; for this is how she fearlessly faced trauma with compassion and integrity.


Jesse has always wanted for people to live freely, and to create a life that they love. She has always wanted for people to care about one another; and to not be a victim to life’s circumstances. The love between Jesse and Orlie is epic; and there are many that rejoiced in their return, but also those that were sad to see her leave from here. There is no doubt that she made an imprint on many lives and hearts during her time here.


I have agreed to do my best in continuing this wisdom of the codes, as it is part of our culture; and what we use to assist others from the multiverse. Jesse wrote most of this book. I assisted in the last couple of chapters; and wrote the last 2-3 weeks on my own. I also did the revisions on some of the moon information as she had requested. She will be guiding me to continue to bring this work out further. With the knowledge of Jesse, Orlie, and I, we hope that you will enjoy taking this ongoing journey with us; and that you will find how the rhythm of the codes and walking in alignment with them, opens blessings within and without for you as well.

Fall 2019

  

This past year of existing in Jesse’s body has been beyond full for me. I had to hit the ground running, and transparently take hold to support this human body. There was not only the 2019 book to finish; but a great amount of “unfinished business” that needed to be attended to that Jesse simply did not have time to complete. For many they continue to know me as Jesse, even though I am really An; and this is ok, since the whole concept of a “walk-in” can be quite a lot to take in.


Shortly after finishing the 2019 book, I knew the first major tasks were to find another space to live in where the codes would be more favorable for me, and where I could have more of my own space to be in. I also knew that I was going to need to close out many family patterns. As the last person in a family unit, all patterns need to be cleared so that the lineage can be closed down and completed. If that wasn’t enough, I also had a great amount of work to do in “clearing” Jesse’s name and personal patterns with transforming the energy into more favorable patterns; as well as clearing patterns of bullying, being manipulated and taken advantage of, being pushed around by others, and setting boundaries to be treated with respect. In addition, there was of course also the family trust that was going to have to be addressed.


With the book completed, I took a short personal break for some much-needed personal care and restoration for this body which had been through so much. It took me on a journey to a place in Vermont, where I began to build a relationship with my body with time in a Salt Cave, and through massage care. It was apparent that the body had sustained more damage than originally anticipated, in the car accident the year prior.


After returning, I intensely went on the search for a new housing option since where I was living at, was going to be hosting several other people. For those of you that are empathic or sensitive, you understand the challenges that go with sharing a house with very many people. The codes were dangerous for me there; and numerous times I had semi-trucks cross the center line and nearly hit me.


I was fortunate to find a place just across the street. The codes were very well aligned for me, other than a couple of pieces; but they could certainly assist me with getting a more favorable flow happening. With the insurance settlement from the car accident, I put down enough to cover me to get into the place; and knew that I could pay for about 3 of the 5 months that I was renting, and after that I was going to have to completely trust the codes to provide for me. I had no idea with what I was earning; how I was possibly going to be able to come up with the rent. It made no sense on paper; but the codes promised all would be well, and that I simply had to trust.


Well month after month something showed up to help me pay the rent. While unsettling to not know for certain if I would make it from one month to another, somehow it always worked out. This was a benefit of being in a space that was favorably coded for me. I was blessed to have landlords that were kind, compassionate, and were willing to work with me. At times I was literally days away from rent being due and not knowing where to get it from; yet it would show up.


Here it is a year later, and the codes here have seen me through quite a year of adventures and experiences. As I write this, I am happy to say that I finally have the peace of mind that I can be here as long as I would like. Things have shifted that much, as blessing after blessing has come through in one form or another. I am so grateful for all of the people that have loved and supported me through this process.


With my own space to work with, it was time to get busy taking care of things. As 2019 started, I had both the family trust to deal with; and there were also, bullying and abusive patterns to handle at work. The year started with finding out that Jesse’s sister had removed her from having any say in the trust; and that her niece had been designated as full trustee. There were strong doubts that the niece would act in integrity; and the lack of communication made for many months of sitting in trust that all would work out well, regardless of the aggressive and disrespectful behavior of someone programmed full of lies.


As if that wasn’t enough, work became a space of walking in a mine field. I was verbally attacked by a new supervisor; and had to file reports with regional human resources people to insure protection from further aggressiveness from both the supervisor and teammates. Jesse had dealt with a great amount of bullying from a previous supervisor; and I simply was not going to put up with it.


As time went on, things became more and more intense; and it led to false reports being filed against me, as an attempt to get me fired. I stood strong in the codes and integrity. I stood transparent making all of my actions fully visible for others to see.


In the middle of it all, I also had to get started on the 2020 version of The Code Journey. Unfortunately, my body was not handling the stress of trying to keep up private coding work, working a full-time job, trying to do another part time job, writing the book, and trying to follow what was happening with the trust in order to not be cut completely from it. My body began collapsing, under all of the major stresses; even though I was dealing with it well emotionally and mentally.


Eventually, the supervisor left; and those trying to get me fired realized they weren’t going to be able to do that. The instigators of all of this also ended up transferring out; and gradually over several months, things began to settle down. This is a great example, however; because we often expect an immediate windfall of blessings when we have favorable codes, but sometimes in transforming things and getting shifted over to that, it can be a bit of a bumpy process.


The stress, however, had already taken its toll on my body; and just after getting news that things seemed to be coming together with the trust, my body began collapsing. I had about 2 months that I barely, if at all, could work on writing the book.  This, of course, created more stress. My body had stopped processing food, and I had to miss some days at work in an attempt to try to stabilize it. Over a couple of months, I gradually was able to get it somewhat stable.


In the middle of dealing with physical challenges; Jesse’s niece and the trustee for the trust tried to manipulate me out of my share of the trust and became verbally abusive. I sat in stillness, holding trust that she would honor the terms of the trust, as I was told that was all I could do. It led to several nerve-wracking months; and having to get an attorney so that I could get things settled. The deep layers of manipulation from Jesse’s sister, were still unfolding; and I uncovered huge areas of deception, and plans to be cut completely out of things.


The challenges required me to stand strong and stand up for this body and Jesse to be treated with respect. I refused to back down from all of the varying patterns of abuse, and stood strong in integrity and transparency, refusing to be tossed out and mistreated. This was a key pattern that had to be closed out for Jesse; which was to close the family patterns of manipulation, to hold others and the situations in integrity, and to stop people from taking advantage of this body.


Over and over again, I felt so much gratitude for the space I had moved into. It gave me the ability to handle all of these challenges with grace. It gave me the space I needed to care for my body. It gave me the alignment I needed to come out favorably in everything.


However, as fall approached; the stress of completing the book and a lack of integrity with the trust funds took its toll. My body crashed again, going into a nervous breakdown. Small things became overwhelming. I had to face the fears of things not coming through. I had to rest into the book being released in Divine Timing; instead of when I had hoped to complete it, even though it was much later than a book of this kind should come out.


As I sit here putting in these final pages, I sit in very deep gratitude. It has been only in these last few days of November that I have been able to finally bring the trust to a conclusion, and bring closure with family and family patterns; even though it has meant a separation with Jesse’s niece. The book is being released under beautiful code influences that my logical human mind could not have foreseen.


In this year, I have brought great transformation to this human body. While there is still a great amount that needs to get done, there is peace and ease that it has not known for a very long time. I am sitting in an authenticity that is magical. I have closed out the destructive patterns and unfolded a trust in the codes; that truly showed me the benefits of being in an aligned space.


Now, I look forward to beginning a new life, or at least a new book in the saga of this human body. It is time to live for me, and to continue to unfold the journey of working with the codes. It is time to be in creation; and yes, I have many pieces in the works on this. I will be shifting those pieces that are not coded; and exchanging them for what is coded. I will be working on creating more opportunities to live with greater freedom; and seeking a space that will be the next layer in honoring my own self.


I look forward to unfolding new layers within the codes, and opportunities to bring them out more. Already there are plans for workshops and courses locally here in Maine. First, however, I will be taking some much-needed time to rest, restore, and organize things so that I can fully embrace my own journey with the codes; and all that they are waiting to unfold for me.


Summer 2020

  

You may remember in my previous update, that I mentioned there were just a couple of bumpy spots in my current location for my codes; even though most were quite good. These were connected to family, health, and finances. I have already shared the ordeals of family, and some of health. Well, I had entered this year feeling quite confident about the space I had gotten to; even if I was tired and worn out from 2019. I did the responsible thing to pay off all my debts, so that I could also draw on the benefits of that; and assisted a couple of friends in need.


As I entered 2020; I said that as long as I had a full-time job, I would be fine and wouldn’t have to worry about paying my bills. While I knew my body wasn’t holding up well, it never occurred to me what was coming. Day by day my body took a rapid deterioration; and aspects from the car accident 2 years prior, really started to surface again. Each day required patience getting up and down the stairs of where I live as I came and went to work.


Each day, my body tolerated the demands of my job less and less; and by the end of January, I couldn’t make it more than 15-30 minutes into my shift without being in excruciating pain. Even the basics of walking were getting more and more challenging for me. I was faced with another big decision right off the bat; and that was, to try to find a way to handle the pain, or to take a leave of absence and try to rehabilitate, or to leave my job. Of course, I would love to leave my job and focus on writing; but not feasible when some sort of income is needed.


I had been informed of the horrors of trying to get any kind of disability where I lived. People had told me they had filed 4-8 times; and then still had to get a lawyer, and it took several years to get through the process. I offered my work a proposal to take a couple of weeks off, so that I could focus on my rehabilitation; and then gradually work back into full-time. As you can imagine the answer was a flat NO; since they wanted me out anyways. They offered me a Leave of Absence for medical reasons; but this would be without pay. I of course had no medical insurance, since I could not afford it; and no way to get the medical backing that I needed for this, without putting myself back in debt again.


My heart was sinking and I still had shot nerves and other factors where I couldn’t handle what they were asking me to look at with the paperwork. I was beyond overwhelmed; and my stress was off the charts, nearly immobilizing me once again. I decided to take the 2 weeks I was entitled to, which were unpaid; and see what I could do in that time. It was the end of January, and it immediately became clear to me that this was the end of the road for working for others at this point. Somehow, I was going to have to find a way to get the book and my own work to support me. As I realized that going back was not a possibility; I ended up having to give a notice of termination with my employer.


I at least knew that if I scrimped a bit, I was not going to be in immediate danger of losing the roof over my head; and still had hopes that with focusing on healing that I could maybe rehabilitate enough to create some more options, even if it was part time work. After a few days of personal care, I thought that I would try to take a walk to the market where I live. It is only about 1 mile each way; and that would be only about 1/5 – 1/7 of what I would have done in a normal day on my job. Well, that turned out to be not such a great idea, even if it taught me a lot.


I managed to get there; but coming home was not so great. I had tried all kinds of repositioning; but it left me barely able to move for a few days after. I was learning that aspects of my hip area are completely out of alignment, which seems to be due to a pelvic tilt; and apparently, I have not been walking well which threw other things out of alignment. This was affecting my knees, feet, and a few other things. Even in the pain, I thought to myself, how grateful I was that I pursued the trust; because without it, I would be on the streets in Winter. I thought how grateful I was that I gave notice at work; before I ended up in a position of not being able to walk at all.


As of the writing of this, I am able to do about ¼ - ½ of a mile without issues; and if I am having a really good day, then about 1 mile. I can neither sit nor stand for long periods of time; and have to always be shifting and moving things around. As Winter went on, I found that my body would not stop gaining weight; and I was outgrowing things, only a couple of weeks after purchasing them. My diet was healthy, and I wasn’t eating excessively; but it still was not processing food well. In addition, aspects similar to neuropathy and Reynaud’s came in; and I had developed a sensitivity to cold. Such a shift from sweating so easily in the Summer of 2019.


This created a whole other range of challenges, as it was time to consider writing the 2021 book starting in late February and early March. My hands and feet would go numb and turn blue; not the best thing when you need to sit and write. I had set up a workshop; and that soon became delayed and postponed as the onset of world events brought shutdowns and closures. I was shut off from traveling and presenting places; which at the time of writing this is still the case. While I still have hopes for things to come through; the writing was the only thing that I could continue with, so I had to trust that all would be well.


As time went on, I held out that blessings would come through; and kept getting the affirmation that somehow things would come through. I was grateful to have the codes as favorable as they are here, to see me through. I placed myself on an elimination diet to help reset and recalibrate my body; and while still not great, it is making improvements. By the suggestion of friends, I ended up filing for self-employment unemployment; and was gratefully approved, which has been keeping the bills paid, and providing me with healthy food to eat. So much to be grateful for.


Now, I sit in a place where I am waiting on some blessings to come through; and keeping my eyes open for the space that is fully coded for me. It is in the works, so I am trusting in the knowledge that all will be well. I have come to acknowledge that I simply may not be able to do things that I once could; not because of age, but because the accident had a far bigger impact than originally thought on this body. Faith, spirit, gratitude, compassion, love; these are the things that see me through daily. I continue to build a valuable relationship with my body; and I know that as I take the next step into even more favorable codes, that it too will come through.


No matter what the challenges are, I feel blessed; and know that I am gifted with so much. This year, The Code Journey, brought me back into doing interviews; and has seen an increased interest in the work. I have opened an additional aspect of it, looking at world events and things happening in the news, through the code perspective. This is a big learning curve, to try to find the balance; and it is part of clearing things for my human self, since there have been tremendous dealings throughout life with those that perpetuate the corruption. My human self has seen the atrocities and experienced them first-hand; and no one should have to go through any piece of what these people are capable of.


I am grateful, that this year; I can release the book in a timely manner. I am working on options to make it available to bookstores everywhere. Although, I had hoped to market in a bigger way; that is having to be adjusted, due to the lockdowns and riots and other events that have created cancellations of things. It just means that I need to access Divine Creativity.


There is no question, that this work needs to reach the masses. It shows us what is happening; and how to deal with it. It is a catalyst, that helps us to live truly in the Soul Self; and to create a world that most have only dreamed of, and some have forgotten was even possible. This would be a world that is full of love, compassion, caring, wisdom, and interacting with each other Soul to Soul.


Every year it reaches more hands than the year before; even though it feels like it is small. I trust and know that this work is literally changing lives around our world; and as it does that, it will be the gift people want to give, and one of the keys that opens hearts in a way that it will become a guide to changing our world in favorable ways. While it could easily reach the masses quickly through corruption; I embrace it taking the path that allows it to unfold organically in integrity.

Summer 2021

  

As I provide this update, it is a reminder to me that one can only stand strong in their own integrity; but that we cannot force others to do the same. However, it is also a reminder, that when God and the Soul Self are ready for us to shift; we shall shift, whether we are ready for it or not. One of the subtle and unconscious things that can happen, is when we are ready to create changes and can’t see how to do them. In this case, we are often given all kinds of little annoyances to make where we are at unpleasant. This is an attempt to motivate us to do what we think we cannot do. People around us begin to act without integrity, disrespect us, and push us to our limits. In essence, things become so unbearable that we can no longer ignore them; for we will either make a change or be forced into the change.


There is no doubt that this is exactly what has played out over the last couple of months in my life. My thoughts were that I was growing The Code Journey work, and getting ready to be out traveling where I would be a part of tradeshows and doing presentations. I was feeling good about where things were going and how they were growing. I was feeling comfortable enough to grow things. However, then more health challenges surfaced; but of course, I wrote them off as things that I could simply deal with.


Then my home environment began to become totally disrupted. What was once a reasonably good workable space; had turned into one that was filled with stress, tension, and a great amount of noise. Street traffic had increased greatly as people moved into the area full-time, instead of being here part-time. More semi-truck traffic arose after the shutdowns. Then the traffic where I live went from 2-3 cars at any given time on an average business day, to 6-10 cars at any given time on an average business day.


I was celebrating the successes for my landlords. However, began to see my tipping and breaking point as they tore down trees to expand the lot to accommodate the increase in business. The equipment brought in (without warning) to do this, ended up sending me into a literal nervous breakdown, leaving my body shaking. I had to bear the expense of leaving town for a week to restore myself; and to have a space that I could work in. As I returned, people were growing more and more disrespectful; feeling that the trees (and even once my vehicle) were their personal bathroom, and were even changing clothes in the lot (yes, pants and all).


I worked through the noise as I tried to finish up the book; and then as I went to pay my rent in June, the proverbial bomb came. After being told early on that I could remain as long as I wanted at an agreed upon rent; they raised my rent by 25%, to take effect with my next payment. This was the soonest they could do it; after the restrictions were released on not being able to evict people. Keep in mind that I paid my rent, in cash and on time, every month I have been here; including during the pandemic, when I didn’t have to. I was given reasons and excuses that didn’t match with reality. Where I live, there is little to no permanent rentals; as most people charge very high prices for vacation rentals.


So, as always when chaos and upheaval strike, I turned to the codes. In some ways, this is not a total surprise; because this year, I enter into a 3-year cycle of major challenges in my personal codes. The last time this cycle hit is when Jesse and Orlie left their home and went on the road. You can probably imagine the triggers that it has set off in my human self. Only, unlike when they set out, I am also getting hit with physical, financial, and health challenges in my personal codes during this upcoming cycle. Unlike, the last time Jesse went through this; I have worked hard to prepare myself to deal with these times; and I have placed myself in a much better position to deal with things. This is the power and beauty of foresight.


Now, it is time for me to embrace the journey ahead of me. The middle of August will find me leaving this space; because I am unwilling to support the influences of where I am at. I will take some time to tour and do some tradeshows; which I am very excited about. I know that it is going to be a wonderful experience to promote The Code Journey work, and to connect in person with people all around America; sharing this work.


I am now, revisiting the codes for the state of Maine; and am working on finding an even more suitable location. Jesse did all she could to get as far as she could; and now I will embrace them even further than before. At the time of this writing, I can already see some doors opening and possibilities surfacing; and I need only to explore them further, and allow the best opportunities to open up for me. This is where some of the real work begins; because when looking at locations, we often don’t align with where our human self thinks it wants to be. We have to be willing to let go of what we think we want, in order to embrace what is truly the best for us. I know that in doing this, that the real treasures and beautiful experiences will open up.


I am excited for what this new chapter will bring. This is part of the beauty of the journey; and the way that God and the Soul Self works. It is not all about leaving us in our comfort zone. It is about loving us enough to shake us up, when we have outgrown something. It is about being committed to Divine Principles, even when it shakes your world up; and people around you are not living by those same principles. It is about standing in truth and integrity, even when others don’t. It is about facing the fears of walking into the unknown; and knowing that everything will work out beautifully, even if we can’t see it and don’t know how. It is about seeing the beauty of this, and embracing it with every aspect of your being; even when the human self can make no sense of it.

Summer 2022

  

As I set the 2023 book up for publication, I never cease to be in awe of the journey. This is especially true in a world that is filled with so much uncertainty. As I returned from touring at the end of 2021, I had to get right to work finding a place to live. This really should not have been a big task; until I realized that rents in many places had nearly doubled, and were not very affordable. People were asking outrageous prices on things. I was feeling blessed to be able to stay temporarily at the very same place that Jesse had her turning point at 3 ½ years earlier. I was given the time that I needed to find something that was reasonably well coded.


I would like to say that I found the perfect place with the codes; but as is often true, there are usually a couple of challenges. They were workable, even if they weren’t great. On the positive side, it would offer the peace and quiet that I needed to write, keep my nerves in check, and would allow me to continue to focus on healing. My body was really struggling upon returning to Maine; even though I had done a lot on the road to keep it as healthy and functioning as possible. I had managed to hold great health all through my journeys; but the old injuries were making themselves quite well known.


It took 2 full months to find a place; but I did it in the nick of time. The location and style have really been very close to what a dream place would look like for me. I managed to land on 78 acres of land, in a cabin, with a pond on the property, surrounded by trees, and a view of some mountains right from where I sit and write. I have had some wonderful time connecting with Jesse and Orlie at this place; for they too have been quite present. The bumps in the road for being here have been minor overall; and the beauty and connection with the land and elements have been very healing and helpful for getting through things. It is unbelievable what decent sleep and peace and quiet can do for the body. It has been a real gift to have this space.


Most of the time here has gone by so quickly; mostly due to writing and doing some client work. I have been residing in faith again; since I am having to rely on the remnants of the trust funds to get through, as unemployment resources were only temporary. With the increased cost in things, I had only 6 months to do everything; including getting the vehicle ready to travel and be on the road again. Instead of 2 ½ months; it was going to have to be a 4+ month period of traveling. This year, I would do fewer expos; and focus more on stores and businesses to carry the book.


At the start of the year; the company I was publishing wholesale through, raised their rates for the 3rdtime in a 5-month period. It ended up placing me in a deficit on my books. As a result, I had to make the tough choice to remove my book from publication through that channel. This shifted to deciding that I would handle all wholesale orders myself. I also had feedback from some smaller stores; that the channel I was dealing with was very hard for them to get through the process. By letting this go, I knew that I would not be able to have my book stocked in the bigger mortar and pestle stores such as Barnes and Noble. They can still order it in other ways, by request of a customer; but would not stock it.


This has led me to stand true to morals and values; and to hold my focus on the smaller and privately owned businesses. In many ways, this resonates with me since I enjoy supporting these types of businesses. I have chosen to return to “old school” marketing; with personal connection and contact. I want to know my businesses and who is behind them. I want to have relationships with the people that I do business with; and I want them to love doing business with me. Ultimately, this gives me a much stronger ability to give them a positive experience with The Code Journey. I want to do “meet and greet” events around the country; and connect with the people that are reading my book, and doing this work.


The beauty of this is incredible; and so, I must give it every opportunity to happen. I am still in tough code patterns for another couple of years; and I feel the stress and pressure to do all that I can for this work. The resources are dwindling; and the rising inflation and costs on things, make things even more difficult to unfold. As I return to the road, I once again leave without any idea of what I will return back to. There is no place waiting for me to step into when I come back to Maine; so, I will again be trusting that the “right” thing will present itself to me. The greatest challenges are in June and July for me; and how short that time is, in the bigger scheme of things.


One thing that I know about Maine, is that every place that I have lived has been an improvement over the space before. So, I trust that will be the case again. If this continues to hold true; then I will certainly be blessed with what I get. I constantly ask myself; “how does it get better than this?” I look forward to finding that out. I have every reason to believe that the next space will somehow be even better; and have even stronger and more favorable code patterns for me. This is something, that I welcome with open arms.


Both the codes in our world, and in my own personal year; are showing strong challenges for my time on the road. It is likely that I will be dodging many storms and weather patterns along the way. There are likely to be many unexpected upheavals; and yet I am at peace knowing that I have the strength to handle them with grace and compassion. I may find myself to be the “angel” for others in trauma. It would be a gift to be an unexpected blessing for others along the way.


I know that there are already blessings in motion; so, I will not reside in the fear of the unknown, or the disasters that could be. It is my goal to touch the lives of others in a positive way wherever I am, and with each step along the way. I know that this work will be a gift to so many; and the power that it has to bless the lives of those that work with it. It is because of this, that I pray and trust God to allow it to be well received wherever I go. It needs to reach people in all different walks of life; and at all different points on their path. I have watched and seen how it has helped people to powerfully transform their lives; and I want as many people as possible to experience that. So, I will simply move forward and share it; and let it be where it needs to be, and touch the lives that it needs to touch.

Summer 2023

  

I have been going non-stop since my last update. Last year’s tour was amazing, challenging, and very insightful. I spent 5 months on the road connecting with close to 600 stores all around the United States in addition to doing a few expos and speaking events. I drove around 50,000 miles or maybe a little more. In the process of this, a grid of multiple hearts got created over the United States; including stacks of them right over the Northeast region where I live.


When I started, I was already in high gear with little time to put things together. It was a challenge to say the least. As always, there was work to be done on the vehicle. My biggest challenge was to secure a piece to the roof on the inside to help with a variety of things while traveling. My plan was to keep what costs I could down, by sleeping in rest stops, truck stops, and “camping”. Things started out great as I connected with new people and introduced my work in new places. As I went, I continued to book some meet and greets into my schedule as well; which was with stores that wanted to carry my work.


However, it wasn’t long before I found myself experiencing challenges. There are always a few along the way; and that is simply part of the journey and experience. This year definitely had its share of them. Things were doing fine, until I got into Pennsylvania. Shortly after picking up some books, which were delivered a bit earlier than expected; the roof piece completely collapsed. I already had no room to sleep on my bed due to the books; but had planned to make things work. As I looked at things, it was clear that I needed to pull things out. While it damaged some things, somehow my computer was spared in the process; even though it was sitting directly under it.


I booked myself into an Airbnb home for 2 nights. However, when I arrived, the place was so strongly scented with air fresheners that I couldn’t put anything inside the place; and had a lot of trouble breathing and just being in it. No matter how much I tried to air the place out; it wouldn’t clear. This, of course, triggered some health challenges. It left me struggling to deal with the roof pieces over book boxes from within my vehicle. I had to completely break it down inside the vehicle and then create something completely different. In the midst of this, I had to keep going to stores and calling on businesses; as there was way too much ground to cover. Although the new fix on the ceiling worked, it really reduced my head space.


I was determined to keep going and not let this be an issue. Since there was now no room in the back of the vehicle after leaving the Airbnb, I tried to sleep in the driver’s seat. Well, I woke up with pain in my torso; which ended up lasting 4-6 weeks. It was from strained muscles from working on the roof piece; and the pain often kept me from sleeping more than an hour or two at a time. In the midst of that, I began getting heat rashes; and eventually had to seek more shelter and lodging for it to clear. This of course, began to greatly increase the expenses that I was enduring along the way.


I persevered and began to have to deal with storms and weather conditions; but I stayed in my Divinity as I had learned to do the year before. This kept me protected in my journeys. From time to time, I would also get to connect with friends and acquaintances along the way; which were truly a gift among the grueling days and intense schedule.


As I had settled into a gas station one night, I heard some people talking outside of my vehicle. No matter how much I tried to create a little space for myself at places; it seemed like the party and hangout crowds loved to pull up right next to me. As it turned out this time, one of the people had just gotten out of jail for murdering an older woman. Others were talking and asking if he had done anything to that vehicle they were by. His response was “I am not touching that, because there is some sort of holy woman in there”. He said they could do something; but there was no way he was going to do anything. I wasn’t sure if I should be scared or relieved that my energy was presenting itself so well and protecting me so beautifully. I checked everything over when I got up in the morning; and thank goodness all was well, other than not getting a lot of sleep.


I finally started doing better with everything and had gotten a place to run my study session from at one point while going through Michigan. I had gotten food from the market to last me for a couple of days while I was there; which I often prefer over other options. However, shortly after finishing my study session and just after getting to bed; I ended up with food poisoning from the food that I had bought. So much for that good night’s rest. I spent the night at the bathroom door. To this day, I don’t know how I pulled myself out of it and got on the road the next morning. These are the things that you dread having to deal with when traveling and needing to be in a vehicle over hotel rooms. Again, I had to find places to be over camping. 

While the expenses were unsettling for me; somehow it must have been part of protecting me in some way.


I didn’t let anything detour me from getting through things; and on down the road I went. Somehow, the storms kept happening before or after I arrived places. This was one of the ways that I was truly blessed. This often happened by making things not work out well with the route I was taking; which would lead me to redirect my route and come back to those places later. It was through this that I escaped the big floods in Arizona and Dallas. I was traveling through Alabama and had stopped to fuel up before heading down the road some more. After using the restroom, I came out to find everyone staring at a storm and talking about how strange it was that even though it was headed straight towards us, that it just stopped and dissolved. I jokingly said to the cashier standing outside, that I did it and that it was because of me; although I knew my Magi Team were watching over me, and I had an agreement to be protected from the storms on the trip. She gave me a strange look and seriously said that she believed me and was certain it had something to do with my presence there.


Regardless of the storms and challenges along the way, I managed to make it through. I returned home to Maine and began searching for a Winter Rental. I was working with 2 months less than normal to complete the 2024 book. I found a place to settle in for 5 months; but never actually got a break with all that had to be done. Not even time to truly celebrate by birthday. I was worn out but grateful and happy to have a place to be.


Things were moving along reasonably well, and then in early March of 2023 I found myself laid up in bed for 4 days; which created some very stressful and challenging setbacks. It started as a simple seasonal allergy thing that I deal with, took on a fever, which then triggered my MS and that triggered several other things. It was a harsh and big awakening that my body is not as strong as I would like it to be. The setback caused me to have to give up doing things that my body needs to keep it functioning well; while finishing the things that need to be done to be ready to tour again on June 1st. These choices are hard to make since each thing is equally important and critical; and some sort of balance has to be created.


I am in deep appreciation for the growth that came out of last summer’s efforts. I learned so much in my journeys and travels and got a variety of ideas as well. However, as I finish my preparations to go on the road again; I am uncertain about what it will take to move forward from here and what will need to be done to care for my body. I question if it will be the last tour, if touring will have to be put on hold for a year or two after this summer, or simply will have to be shortened. There are concerns as to if I can still put a roof over my head when I return in the fall; although many assure me that a way will show itself to me. I will trust in that. There are certainly many things that I need to ponder and consider; and perhaps they will become clear over the next few months. I have to trust that I will be provided for; and that is not always an easy thing to do. Hotels and lodging are not an option this year; and so, I will have to find other things that will work and are safe, such as more campsites.


This is such a great reminder that life is not always going to be the way we want. It is always filled with lots of uncertainties and challenges. However, it is also always filled with many blessings; and many of those come out of the hard times. The key is to learn to work with what we have; no matter what that may be. There are always options and we just have to be open to what they are and to finding them. There is no question that there will be many more things to face in this journey and as I continue to bring forth this work. The important thing is that I do not let the challenges, tests, and hardships stop me from doing what I am here to do. Yes, there are balances that need to be found and adjustments that will need to be made for my body; but it will not stop me from moving forward with this work.

Summer 2024

  

The Past year found me hitting some challenges with touring. No matter how well I plan for things, there was no way to plan for the things that unfolded. I saw several vehicle issues, from damaging axles or a bent rod, brake lines going out unexpectedly on me as I am driving down a rural country road (but blessed to be able to have a Dairy Queen lot to pull into safely, before I had absolutely no brakes at all to use), to tire issues, and much more. Basically, all of my money saved for a winter rental went to car expenses. A total of about $6000 - $8000 in unexpected expenses showed up; as I had to get hotels while the vehicle was being repaired, and rental cars (which had no GPS for maneuvering Minneapolis MN, and a few other issues with the key battery going out and gas cap having issues). Most of my trip was budgeted for truck stops and campgrounds, and not hotels; so, I was already on a frugal budget. This didn’t even account for the $10,000-$20,000 that I was told I was going to need in dental work (still haven’t done that, almost a year later).


Let’s not forget, as normal, there were a few good storms that I had to outrun along the way. I was at a campground in northern Colorado; and felt so blessed to be enjoying a ½ day off, just chilling in the vehicle and enjoying one of the most beautiful vistas I have ever seen. Less than 24 hours after leaving the campground, a boulder the size of a dump truck dropped in the road; and closed it down. I was then, a couple of days later in Southern Colorado, waiting to go into Oklahoma; because I didn’t want to deal with tornados there. I woke up, looked at the skies; and had a bad feeling, so went ahead and took off for Oklahoma, trusting that the codes there would take care of me (which they did). I managed to find a cheap motel, in a town that may have been smaller than where I live. Only about 1-2 hours after leaving where I was, a triple tornado hit right near where I was. There is no doubt that life on the road is never boring.


Other mishaps with events, included getting lost on one of the trails that I was on; and having to get help from some rock climbers, to find my way out. At another one of the events, the Labyrinth had sunk into the ground; and basically disappeared, and was covered in weeds and other vegetation. On the pleasant side, there were Labyrinths where deer joined me. Another one, the soil became so enriched, that Earthworms surfaced everywhere. One Labyrinth called me to it. It was not a scheduled stop, but I had to stay in a town, unexpectedly. When I went into the visitor center, it was there as something to do in the town; and when I went to the church where it was, it had a message from God for me that was needed. It was reminding me about staying strong, and continuing to hold on as the impact I was making was bigger than could be seen at this time.


I was worn and tired from touring; but so grateful that I had taken the time to connect with some friends along the way, since I had gotten the message that there was no idea of when I could connect with them again. My body was not doing well; and this tour drove it home. I was glad that I had left “down time” between events, because my body needed it to recover. I was grateful, to not only get to share time with them; but to be blessed with a couple of gifts of lodging along the way, to be able to restore a little.


By the time I returned to Maine in mid-late October of 2023, I was feeling challenged in figuring out the next step; since my winter lodging money was used on unexpected and costly expenses. I stood strong to set up an energetic field of goodness here to support me as I finished out a 3-year period of challenges in my personal year codes. As I sat in a gas station one night; I watched border patrol drop off several illegal immigrants in the parking lot. They were set up with papers, instructions, phones, and informed about what to do. This happened just after I found out about the shootings that happened in Lewiston/Auburn ME; which was only about 1 hour from where I was. Apparently, they were trying to set up several “incidents” that night. The border patrol vehicles left and took off. There were cars staged nearby, for them to use; with backpacks and other supplies that were in them. I felt a bit trapped, with nowhere else to go at that point; so, I spent a sleepless night in the driver’s side of the vehicle. Throughout the night they gradually left one by one at different intervals. No one allowed them to get a fight going, or gave them any reason to start up violence; although they tried hard to do it between themselves, and with being loud and obnoxious.


The weather was turning cold, and I was continuing to try to figure out my options for getting through Winter. I had put applications in for low-income housing; but nothing was showing up. I messaged someone that I knew that owned an inn in my town; to see if I could park there during the Winter, and have a safe place to be at night as there is no parking on the streets or truck stops or places to stay. As, I got this approval to do this; a most blessed and incredible experience unfolded. A friend of mine started pulling people together to donate to a lodging fund that she had set up for me with the owner of the inn; who created a special rate for me, even though it was their busiest season. Person after person contributed; and people called in from around the world to contribute to helping me out. My time kept getting extended; and I could use it as needed, to get through the Winter. Others contributed directly to me, to help me get through. I have never been so touched by the outpouring of people, getting coding work done to help me; and just giving to make certain that I was going to be okay. Even the inn owners couldn’t believe what they saw, as month after month I was covered for time there; getting me all the way through the middle of March. They even made some contributions of free nights for me; and lowered the rate a second time, and gave me a mid-sized room. They said they never really believed in karma; but if anyone had good karma upon them, it was me.


This was probably one of the first years I was happy to see some warmer days come; and one of the years, where big storms continued to happen through April. Fortunately, I had a special rate for November and December; because our town saw the biggest flood in over 25 years, with water rising 25 feet high. We had about 12-18” of rain in about 24 hours. Power was out for about 2-3 days, and water was shut down for about a day. Businesses across the street flooded; but we had no flooding at the inn. With the extra code work, floods, health challenges, and other large snow storms; it made for a late start on the book. I wasn’t able to start until the last part of March. So, interestingly, about 95% of this book got written from Dunkin Donuts; which was the only place that I had, where I could truly sit and work all day if I wasn’t at the inn. We also saw a 24-hour mini-mart open in Spring, giving me another option for Wi-Fi. The gym in town afforded me a place to work on my body and keep showered and clean, when not at the inn; and I was able to find a safe place to park, with a restroom close to get to in the middle of the night as needed.


I think the key with all of this, is that when we are doing the work; that God will step up and provide for us. If we do our part, then God will take over the rest. It is now June of 2024; and I still have not been able to secure any housing, and have been fully back in my vehicle since early April. I almost had one apartment; but they could not put me in, because I was not 62 yet. I turn 60 this year, but that was not good enough; but they said they would hold my application. If I was on disability, I could have gotten in. However, I am not eligible for that; regardless of not being physically capable of working a regular job. I am not old enough for early retirement; and my tax accountant says that I need to hold out for full retirement, which is a little over 7 years away (unless they change it again). In the midst of everything, the state of Maine decided that I didn’t need health insurance either; which was the only state benefit that I was drawing.


So, now I sit and stand in God’s hands once again. I have taken all the steps that I can at this point; until, I can build up enough resources to get into a rental. The warmer months are fine for vehicle life; but Winter is all up to God, because I do not see how it will get covered right now. I have somewhere to be in November; but we shall see what is to be after that. The key is that we cannot let anything stop us when we are doing our mission or purpose in the world; not resources, not weather, not health challenges, not anything. It is part of how we know, that we are truly in the work that we are here to do.


Ever since returning last October, I have been shown that I have bigger work to do here in Bethel ME. I am to return it to God; and its original foundations of kindness, compassion, being a place for true healing, and being a place of true mentors. I am to use my favorable codes to uphold Divine Presence; and to free it from the corruption that has tried to take hold, and has tried to run me out of here. God has said that this is where I am to be. In 2024 there is a literal good vs evil power battle happening here; which decides the direction our future goes here. Evil and corruption has used every tactic to chase me out since I returned; and I am happy to say that I have stood strong through every challenge thrown at me.


I am starting to see beautiful changes happen here; but there is still 6 months more to get through. My codes are very rough for the rest of my personal year; and continue to hit my health and finances unfavorably as they have done through most of it. This has been validated; by a free health screening which found that my blood pressure was sitting at 190/110; putting me in an extreme risk for heart attack or stroke. That doesn’t help when I have death codes to face in August of 2024; so, I will have to be extra careful, and remain focused on breakthroughs and major transformations. Fortunately, an ultrasound found only a couple of very small plaque spots which can be cleared; and most of my arteries are completely clear. When I think of all the times Jesse defied death; I guess this will be my turn to do it too.


I have so much to be grateful for; and those blessings I count each and every day. I am grateful for the work I have; which keeps me busy, and for the lives that have changed because of it. I continue to pray that my challenges will inspire others; and that hopefully, others will see that we never have to let our challenges stop us. We can get through anything; but we cannot give up or stop doing our part. I hope that my experiences help others to find their way through; without having to go through the things that I have. In essence, that is a big part of what the codes are all about. We cannot avoid challenges in life; but when we are standing with God, we will always come through them.


All I can say, is watch out as my personal year codes shift later this year. I will be coming into strong power, command, and sit in the influencer’s position. I will also be in the observer and mediator positions, have success through positive leadership, true abundance, and much more. I am greatly looking forward to see what comes from this; as I truly can’t imagine what this will bring. Although, I know that there are going to be those that want to battle with me; and try to get control over me. I hold the intention of greater self-sufficiency; and being less reliant on others for basic needs. I know that God’s got this, and will show me the way. I look forward to seeing what God’s Will is going to be. What I know, is that I will be spending as much time as possible in the woods here, doing a lot of prayer work, having a lot of conversations with God and my Magi Team, and doing what I can to heal and restore. There will not be any tours this year, due to my physical challenges, resources, and an increase of danger in many places. I am good with this, and will be researching some things; and seeing what options may be reasonable for me to consider and bring out. I will miss connecting with people and the live presentations; but look forward to what is coming, and what I can do around my own region.

May 2025 Updates

  

So, the journey continues. Somehow, I managed to make it through another Winter in Maine; thanks to some wonderful friends that allowed me to bounce in and out of some lodging, when they could allow me to do so. This was nice, as the were many below zero nights; which my body just does not do as well with in vehicle life as it once did. I continue to put this life in the hands of God/Divine Source; for the pieces that I cannot do and have no control over. A friend was very generous and gave me a weighted blanket, which helped tremendously during the Winter months; and has been very beneficial for my body. I did learn, that I could maneuver may want through 9-12” snowstorms; even if I didn’t get much sleep.


Last Summer brought me some wonderful personal revelations; and allowed me to find some peace among the challenges. In the Fall, I was gifted with being able to house sit for some friends for 1 ½ months; while they got to enjoy a wonderful vacation. As things turned a bit colder earlier; it was so wonderful to have this. In the Fall, I also started volunteering at a local animal rescue shelter; where I get to brush cats and interact with them. This was so great to be able to do; but as Spring came on this year, they had to close to the public for a little while. The hope is that they will reopen to the public late May or June. Being able to help the kitties come around and bring out their personalities; has been great for them and me. I hope that I will be able to continue there; and that they won’t have to close off the public coming in again.


This is a year, that has not been as flowing as I had hoped; but the more that we move into Summer, I hope that things will shift a bit more. I was blessed to be able to get shelter from the middle of March to the middle of May; which has been a real gift in getting the writing finished on the book, being able to do a recorded interview, and being able to work with my health a bit. As of the time that I am writing this, I have seen progress and improvement in some things; but also, recognizing some bigger challenges. The layers are always peeling back in this area. It seems that the accident that Jesse had in December 2017; has impacted more things, including damaging the Thyroid Gland physically due to the whiplash from the accident. So, still plenty of work to do on myself.


I am looking forward to the nice days, where I can get outside again more; and spend time around the creeks and walking in the forest. I continue to count my blessings; and will enjoy these things for as long as I can, regardless of the challenges put before me. There is no question that I am being used to inspire people; and show people what is possible, as I continue to face things. My codes going forward have both blessings and challenges; so, I will take a deep breath and move forward. Fortunately, Maine has some food programs for seniors; which will help me to get fresh farm food, which will provide me with some healthier food options to work with. One step at a time, and one day at a time.


It has been a bit scary to watch business drop off a bit this past year; but I am confident that it will come back. I feel a bit like Job from the bible; when he went through the tests and had everything stripped from him (of course Jesse had that twice already; but not quite to this point). However, I did not start out super rich; but I can truly say, that my faith and trust in God/Divine Source only grows stronger. There is a blessing in being able to see God/Divine Source active in one’s life, first hand. It was nice to be able to hang around my hometown and stay in my state over the last year; even though I do miss being able to see everyone that I would connect with on the road. This Summer and Fall finds me headed to VT to present 4x; and I have also put in to do a couple of local holiday fairs. My mind, however, never stops considering what other possibilities I can work with; and I do have a couple in mind. So, we shall see if the timing is good to bring them forward.


The process of moving into one’s own Divinity is not an easy one; but it is certainly a rewarding one. I may be on my own; but I am blessed to have people who get concerned if they don’t see me around for a while, and who watch for my vehicle. I have started to put my work out locally more; and that seems like, it is starting to bridge some gaps with people. Many who see things in life very differently than myself, seem to like my work; and many have commented to me in person, that they love seeing something positive posted. This is the real work. It is right here in our own communities, and with the people around us. Sometimes, we forget that if we impact our own community, it will spread out much further. I know that it is starting to take affect; as I may be presenting right here in my own town this Fall. I am pretty certain that as much love as I have here; it will be one of the hardest places to present. We have a lot of very opinionated and strong-minded people here; and there really isn’t any place to escape, if things don’t go well. However, I know that I will be guided to find my way with things; and to find just the right presentation for the people here. It is all about centering into unconditional love and compassion; and perhaps picking a favorably coded day for things.


Now I sit in a place, where I will get to see where I am to focus; and to come to realize what else is possible. I will seek out and find the answers and/or needs for dealing with the challenges; and to embrace the blessings. I look forward to increasing the light that I have to share with others; and to bring forward things for others to experience. Jesse’s journey and mine, has not been an easy one; but it is one that is so abundant, especially in worth and value. The work, the hardships, the challenges; have all been worth it. What has unfolded from within; and continues to unfold is an indescribable blessing and gift. I look forward to what is to come. There is so much beauty to experience in this world; with others, with animals, with the environment. I hope that you too will take time to find your own connection with these things and see the magnificence of the world that we live in. I hope that you too will find what a beautiful gift your challenges are; because they provide things, that cannot be found in any other way. They are the pieces, that polish you; so that your inner beauty can emerge for all to see.


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